I’m terribly alone now. I wish I could fast forward a few years and just be happy.
I don’t feel that way anymore. I’m taking a risk here, I think I’m slowly stumbling into something wonderful now :) This was done two years ago… But seriously, look at that illustrator job, yah, I’m good :)
The feeling that hurts the most,
is when you want to hold onto someone who isn’t there…
Someone who will never be there again.
And you can’t move on because he is the last one who hurt you,
and you won’t move on, because he was the last one to love you.
I have a confession to make… I’m happy again, it’s been a bit over a year…. He makes the sunshine look dim when he smiles and my heart pound with a kiss. I feel safe in his arms at night and I feel like he is slowly becoming entwined with my heart.
who else can't sleep... ?
- did you know I have another tumblr for photography and another one for my "close" friends? hows that.... a bit disturbing i'm sure.
Looking at what has been taken away from us is a terrible way to live every day…. It’s hard putting on a happy face, it’s hard not to cry when I think about a lot of things.
Then I remember, I’m a strong independent woman…. A strange one granted, but I deserve so much more then what I want. I deserve love, and romance, and dancing, and people who don’t think i’m strange and embrace my weirdness….
Happiness, find me please.
waka waka waaaa